Dear Jenny,
Let me first open this letter to tell you how I feel: I love you, Jenny. And I love you more and more each day. I'm happy, so very happy that we are finally together. But even so, I must admit, I'm not happy enough. I am a selfish man, and I want more. Now that we are together, I want to stay together. Forever.
That is my wish.
A life with you, Jenny. Where - it matters not. All that matters to me now is that I'm with you. I will do my best for us, Heart. I will strive to succeed in my endeavors so that I can provide you with all the means to make your dreams come true. Just as you have made all my wildest dreams come true.
I'm done with dreaming. I am wide awake now, and I never thought I'd see this day. I never thought I'd ever earn the right to call you mine in the same way I've always been yours. So unbelievable is it that I feel like I'm still asleep. No words could describe, no matter how hard I try, how I feel right now; how much I love you.
You're so wonderful, Jenny. I adore every single aspect of you. It was worth waiting almost four years just for you. I would have waited ten times that and be glad for it, if you would be mine in the end. Then my only regret would be that we wouldn't have as much time together as we will now. It's impossible for me not to love you. Everything about you.
Your smile, how it simply brightens up my world every time I see it. Your eyes, so deep and expressive. I couldn't count how many times I've gotten myself lost within them. Your nose, and the way it wrinkles when you laugh, frown, or otherwise make any of the cute and silly faces you always make. Your hair, so soft and fragrant. So much so that I felt myself afloat in heaven each time I buried myself sweetly in your hair.
Your personality. My god, what a personality indeed. That mind of yours, I could study you for my entire lifetime and never grow tired or bored. You're endlessly fascinating. You're clever in some of the most unconventional ways. Your charm is unmatched. I knew it from the first time I met you. I hadn't seen you then. But I had already known how beautiful you were.
The way you acted, the way you spoke. Everything about you captured my heart, long before I had even seen your face. You're as beautiful inside as you are out. I could write endlessly about how absolutely stunning you were. How enthralling you remain to be. You'll always be that way to me, Jenny. I'll never stop being amazed by you.
All that I am is yours, for you are my everything. You, Jenny. My Heart, my love. My Angel. You mean more to me than anything else, and I would give up everything to be with you. I want to spend all my life, the rest of my days with you. Only you.
My darling. My sweetheart. My Jenny. You are my other half, the very meaning to my existence. I live only for you now. I try and I succeed only for you. No. That's not quite right. I live. I try, and I succeed for us. For my future with you. For our future together.
We're lovers now. Best friends, and so we shall always remain, but lovers on top of that. For almost four years, we have built a foundation of trust and respect. Of an admiration for each other that deepened into a love truer and purer than any other love that has ever existed. It's no longer "You and I" or "I and she". Jenny, it's "Us" now. It's "We". And so it shall forever remain.
My love, my devotion, my adoration, my dedication is yours, Jenny. Forever and ever.
I love you.
Always Yours,
Paul
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